December 06, 2009

mid year examination

gonna have exam from december 14th - 23 rd
wish me luck!

dear you,
read my tweets

November 27, 2009

fly and free

i love those trees in front of this house







FEEL FREE TO FLY

November 25, 2009

this is why i hate you

it's really annoying when u thought that it took only days for me to fall for someone!

November 23, 2009

everything about me is always about you

It's almost the end of November. exam starts on the second week of December
I need to prepare myself for the exam, before then 2010 comes.

sometime I asked myself, what I truly want in this life.
despite of all the ambitions and dreams, I guess there's nothing else but you.
like I've been living in this world for 16 years 4 months 18 days,
and there's nothing else I want but to spend the rest of my life with you.
we're still young i know - but we don't know what will happen in the future
i wonder would it not be great to spend my whole life with you
despite of our ages, we talked about our future, we shared our dreams and ambitions
we talked a lot about ourselves, what we want and what we need

time passes too fast that in a blink, I'll have to bid you farewell - and try not to show you my tears
i hate to cry for you - cause that makes you think that i am weak, but i did try to be strong
there's something we hate the most : distance.
to think of not to see you for sometime really kills me,
cause we don't know how long it takes till we meet again someday
I spent most of my time trying not to think of you
a single word from you could boost up my mood - cheer me up
you don't really have to do a lot of things to me,
you just need to let me know that no matter what happen, you'll still be there for me, and love me
i don't expect gifts from you, i expect the same feeling - i really hope that you feel the same way as if feel about you
you're my greatest interest, my dream, and perhaps, my future.

i really hope that you're not my everything because if one day u leave me then i have nothing.

you can never imagine how sad it is to say goodbye to you,
i tried to smile even though deep inside my heart i am afraid that one day you'll leave me forever
whenever i am with you, i hope that the time stops so that we'll stay together forever
in spite of everything, i really want to be close to you.
(i long to be) close to you, I'm not sure that you know if close to you is my favourite song, cause you're not sensitive - you're stupid sometimes, stupid in your way
i feel regret somehow, for not letting you know that i wanna be close to you forever

hope that you'll stay as the you that i know forever.
cause i am not the 'cathy' in wuthering heights who changed her mind easily and enjoyed playing with love as if it was her toy
i am your 'cathy', the one who will enjoy spending the rest of her life with you, your very own 'cathy'

singapore

I went to Singapore last Tuesday and had just arrived at Medan yesterday.
met many new friends there : Carmen Ang, Tiffany Mak, Isnu Adam, and Sherman-Soterios Seah
also some others, but the four of them are those i know more

I had a great time there, thanks guys for everything
I will never forget what you guys had taught me, all the things we've done together, haha
our stupid talk, and everything. you guys are the greatest.
Hope to see you guys again in future. love you all.

November 03, 2009

Happy Halloween!

spent this year's Halloween by celebrating Ian Sudirmin's birthday party at MC&P

more pictures : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=120025&id=613623251&page=2


my nails - cory's nails


cory and me










fruits


soup


main course


Ian and his girlfriend, Junvelyn





HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN!

November 01, 2009

muses

my inspiration :D

VOGUE US NOVEMBER 2009


from LEFT to RIGHT :
Judi Dench, Marion Cotillard, Kate Hudson, Fergie, Nicole Kidman, Penélope Cruz, and Sophia Loren, at London's Shepperton Studios

share the love



VOGUE ITALY OCTOBER 2009





Photographer : Craig McDean
Model : Sasha Pivovarova

stop falling in love, will you?

asked myself :


and the answer is
NO

what's in my mind?

when i grew up and married,
i am going to build a huge closet to fit in all my outfits

good morning :)

October 31, 2009

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!


gonna attend Ian's birthday at MC&P
pictures status : COMING SOON :)

October 30, 2009

you, my man

October 29, 2009

in my mind


October 28, 2009

SPOOKY!

Photo: Karolina Kurkova as Marilyn Manson, Vogue’s September 2007 issue
Photographed by Steven Meisel
Makeup by Pat McGrath

should I dressed like her for Halloween?
LOL

October 27, 2009

i want the look





inspiration :)

October 25, 2009

you are the colour of my life




i want to 'see' those colours everyday,

everysecondofmylife

we need more space and money and ideas

this is going to be my baby's room :


i demand this for myself :
my very own pinkish living room